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[TRIGGER WARNING] Somebody Help Me!!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Alexander Babu, Apr 1, 2020.

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  1. Apr 1, 2020 #1
    Alexander Babu

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    This is not about Masturbation. This is about watching Porn. I've genuinely not masturbated since the start of my current streak. But recently, I mean very recently, I installed Telegram on my phone to download and watch movies like Die Hard Series, (Olympus, London, Angel) has Fallen, etc. But what I didn't know, that Telegram also contains Porn. I watched it a bit. I mean, clips with less than 1 or 2 minute durations. I'm strong that I'm not going to masturbate to Porn because, in my understanding, Porn is basically Sex Trafficking. Now that I've decided not to masturbate to watching Porn, my brain tricks me with this. Back in the day, along with watching Porn, I also used to play Interactive Porn Games (I've decided not to share the actual names of the games considering the safety of this community). Now my brain is playing tricks like, "Okay, real porn is sex trafficking, but why not masturbate to playing with just graphics made on computer, that too interactive one? Also, newer version of the game must have been released by now." Somebody help me. I feel like, I need to put a knife into my brain. I've actually at times, hit my head hard with my hand for thinking like this. I can't keep going on like this. Btw, I'm Single, and I'm Virgin. That contribute a lot to my brain's thoughts.
     
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  2. Apr 1, 2020 #2
    ankith

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    Hey dude, the thing is you shouldn't try to quit porn due to negativity. You see for a person who is addicted to smoking, if you say smoking causes cancer, he wouldn't be bothered by it. This is also kinda similar, you feel bad for those women who are trafficked due to porn, but when you are horny your brain starts acting smart and comes up with ways convincing you like the some of the points you suggested that maybe trafficking doesn't happen, maybe even If I quit, It wouldn't make much difference as lot of people are watching.

    First write down all the things that happened in your life due to porn, don't bother about someone else. Think about yourself, see how unproductive you have become. The main motive for quitting porn should be to improve your life, your relationships, your mental health.

    Porn messed up my life,it turned me from someone who would have become a genius to a Shut-in, who watches laptop 24/7 and lying to their parents that he studying....(That's not the only reason for me to quit, if you read my journal, you would be filled with disgust). I am just saying, just quit porn, it doesn't matter what the reason is. You have to stop watching it (Trick your brain before it tricks you)

    Good luck. Peace
    Edit: Watch this video to understand about negativity in addiction:
     
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  3. Apr 2, 2020 #3
    MrYang29

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    dude, just give a name to your negative thought. for example: name it troy. and when the nega (negatives) thought comes, you know it's troy, not yours. be strong my friends, be the master of your mind!
     
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