Trying again

Hi I am a new member as you have guessed I am only 17 but very familiar with porn sadly as most my age but I have decided to change and quit porn for life this ty time. I have tried to quit porn before but it was never a success for me, my longest streak was a month long before I gave in and I've never told anyone about my problem and that was killing me inside. I come from a religious family and that just made me become frustrated and more secretive about myself. I am 20 days without porn now and I began to cave in but I will keep fighting my urges with myself and your help.

 

thank you all for your support I wish you all the best. New update: I read alot of stories here since this morning and it was all very motivational for me and quite competitive as well so I have decided to start a 7 days challenge starting today as a warm up for the next. Something about me is that I am in the most important year in my education I either study hard and focus to join a good university and set myself a good career for the future or I mess it all up and join a common university with no future so I am very tense most of the time since the exams are near which makes me want to run away from every thing and porn seemed like a good escape in the past but not anymore, so may god help us all with this fight against the evils of our urges. I will posting a daily update as it seems to be very helpful.

 

so now I am starting all over but this time I shall succeed. I however didn't break my gap free streak thankfully I survived that on the other hand I lost to porn so I hope a clean gap free start may give me a boost to a actually succeed this time.