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Trying again

Discussion in 'Rebooting in a Relationship' started by Surut, May 12, 2020.

  1. Surut

    Surut Fapstronaut

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    This is my third attempt
    Tried and failed twice..
    Dusting it off and getting back on didnt happen sooner than expected


    Date: 12-5
    Time: 9:00 am

    I watched porn and masturbated
    I am married and have had issues having normal intercourse due to addiction

    Hoping i quit and get back to happy married life

    Aim is to go for No porn and No masturbation for a period of 45 days
     
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  2. Surut

    Surut Fapstronaut

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    Day 2:
    Recap:
    I have been having this addiction for 16 years now. started when i was 18
    The trigger to watch porn for me appears to be boredom
    When ever I get bored I watch porn for 2 mins, and it increases the itch! and it goes on and on till I Masturbate

    I am not able to satisfy my wife.
    I haven't told her about this issue

    Date: 13-05
    No urges as of now but its just 1 day in so nothing is expected till day 2 or day 3 i suppose
     
  3. Surut

    Surut Fapstronaut

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    Day 4:

    It has been 4 days and every small thing is triggering the thought of relapse
    Like a news site or even social media

    Have been strong as was busy with the stock markets during the day
    I trade in equity and futures
    So the highs a lows keeps me engaged
    But now worried about weekend
    Keeping fingers crossed
     
  4. Surut

    Surut Fapstronaut

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    Day 11:
    Going strong
    I have tried to keep myself occupied with stuff - work etc so that I dont relapse
    I am slowing feeling better about myself
    But there are bouts where I feel that there is need to see P
    Somehow managed till now
    Hoping to complete 30 days as target 1!
    Finders crossed
     
  5. Surut

    Surut Fapstronaut

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    Day 15:

    Findng it extremely hard to stay away from Porn
    Today was watching some videos on YouTube and got extremely tempted to watch porn
    Have decided to avoid YouTube for as much as possible
    Have installed a timer app where i cannot spend more than 30 mins on Youtube a day on the phone!
    Hope it works


    How to keep mind away from P its 2 weeks and cravings are at the peak?
     
  6. Surut

    Surut Fapstronaut

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    I broke streak on 27th June ,, Even though I didnt watch porn, i saw some photos of interesting women online and I ended up Masturbating
    Which is a 45 day strech! Which I am extremely happy about, as this is the longest i have been without watching porn

    I am restarting the counter...
    This time i am hoping of going the distance as this relapse was masturbation and not porn, so for the first time i am confident that i can now go the distance!
     

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