So I just turned 33, got out of a four year relationship six months ago, recently stopped smoking cannabis, don't drink(not my thing really) and been pmo free for over 30 days now. I live alone in my home town and know some people I can call friends, people I've known for years that are atheists and drinkers but I have dramatically changed in recent years. I went vegan, have a huge interest in spirituality, self improvement, and holistic health and don't really fit in to the crowd I was around too much anymore. I do have some close friends that moved away as well so I don't see them anymore. I do love to do things on my own though nowadays(see movies, go to the city to have dinner, walk and hike in nature) but I guess I just miss being around others to make life feel good or better. It's like you have to get used to doing things yourself and not feel so depressed that no one is around. Obviously with pmo I'd spend a lot of time on procrastinating and wasting the day away. But with recent decisions, my self love process is making alone time kinda difficult at times compared to when I used to have others around. I guess sometimes I just need to vent and explain how life is or what I believe in, to someone that I can relate to without them telling me I've gone crazy or something. I've been interested in sites like meetup.com to find groups into similar activities but anxiety hits as well and I don't seem to make that decision. (Been to one meetup btw) Living by myself makes it difficult financially because yoga classes or events sometimes are out of my range that I can afford. Can anyone else relate?