Trying to be the best I possibly can.

Hey there.

Im a 27 year old British guy who is suddenly discovering what could be my problem for a little while now. Since I was 18 I have been intimate with women but have been wanking and watching porn since maybe I was 13ish. After researching I found that PIED is the name for my biggest concern.

I've had sex with 4 women but it's only now in my current relationship I feel I have a problem. Its a long distance relationship (She's in Japan) so I feel that doesn't help things. On the 3 occasions we have met and had time to be intimate I've struggled to get hard. Obviously this destroys me every time and the only reason I can see for this is porn. In the last year I've found myself watching more varied porn and after each watched video I think "Should I be watching this?".

So I'm here to get help for this. I feel like I've recently become addicted to porn and I don't like being dependent on this anymore. I'm moving to Japan for a year in 9 days to be with my partner and I've never felt more motivated to break this habit and make a fresh start. I started on 1st July but I don't have a goal in mind. Maybe to be free of porn and mastabation for my year in Japan at least.

Anyway, thats me guys.

 

Well I feel I'm quite a stubborn person so not visiting these sites will become easier overtime. I think my issue will be distinguishing sexualized content for what it is and clicking away. I'm talking about stufff on youtube, instagram, facebook. Youtube would be the hardest one for me.