Hi Aashu, I wish you well on your journey. I am an older guy, 67 years old and have been addicted to on=line porn for years. I was a teacher and a writer and have been unwilling, until recently, to admit I have a problem. However, like you, I want to change the path I am on and reactivate the creative aspects of my life in order to overcome these appalling sexual impulses which have overwhelmed me for too long now. I have recently begun my journey with NoFap and have abstained from on-line porn for only four days in total. Early days but I am resolved to continue on this new course to find greater peace and contentment in my life. Conversing with others plagued with similar problems will hopefully help me in this endeavour. I have set a 90 day period of abstinence and will do my best to stay the course.