Trying to go on to, possibly monk mode

Hi
I made a post here before where I posted my progress with my NoFap, I sadly relapsed after day 5, and I feel somewhat ashamed, but I am getting myself back up and trying to fight again. My biggest problem was my worry of sleep change, but I am not going to worry anymore. I get so worried, and I let anxiety control me, but I have to stop it. I am on day 2, and I am feeling strong about it, hoping to beat my 9 day streak. How long do I want to go on with NoFap? 90 days? 365 days? 1,000 days? I am seriously considering going full monk mode. I get so tired of porn, but when I see it, I get drawn into it, and I can't stop it. I am going to have to do whatever takes, hide my phone, tablet, laptop, so I don't view porn ever again. I am a man struggling with adversity, which is truly a good struggle to go through. I want to look back and say that I got away from this.

Wish me luck. I will write or try to write each day as I go on. My biggest obstacle, day 5-10, once I get through those days, and combat my sleep worry, I believe I will feel a lot better.

 

DAY 3
Here I am at Day 3 guys, I just woke up, and I am ready to continue with my journey! I am confident of my success!