Day 1 of 30 Hey, I'm just a teen guy who heard of NoFap November and was just curious to see how long I can abstain from PMO. About myself in general, I will be going into college next year(2019) perhaps to study design or animation. Art, music, and writing are some of my hobbies and I plan on using most of my time on those to distract myself from the urges. I'm a bisexual and I think I'm not considered to have a typical masculine mindset. Often I like to do indoor things as I'm so bad at sports and I might be considered a very gentle person with a strong sensitivity to emotions around me. However, I've learnt to cover most of this up with silence and a poker face as it isn't very widely accepted in my family/community. I'm a disaster at social interaction and I tend to avoid from making the first move in any conversation. I also suffer from mild depression and severe anxiety which often stem from the paranoia of others' impressions of me. Raised a Catholic in a Catholic family, however I'm unsure of the faith currently. I've become detached from it for personal reasons. (also including the lgbt factor too i guess) Currently the goal is the 30 days of November. I usually do it once or twice daily so I'm quite wary of the challenge ahead. My current longest streak is 8 days ever since I discovered PMO. Motivations at the moment are pretty weak: A bit of curiosity of how long I can last, the slight religious factor that still tugs my sleeves, and the month end shot? I hope maybe along the way I may be able to tone it down and get it more under control or something :/ I'll keep a sort of journal entry in the thread below and I'll be glad to meet anyone here, feel free to chat or something too.