Turned off from orgasms?

Although I haven't engaged in sexual behaviour I can see where you're coming from. In my last streak of no M I felt great, plenty of energy, positive mind etc. Yet 8 days in I lapsed and fell back to square one. I didn't even want to orgasm, yet I felt compelled to and eventually gave in. The rest of the day (yesterday) felt awful- no energy, [NSFW]my penis felt too tender and wet (sorry for the gory details)[/NSFW]

I think you will feel a lot better about orgasms once:
1. Your hormone levels have returned back to normal and your reboot process is complete
2. You find someone who you are willing to share your sexual energy with

In my opinion, at the moment blowing all of your sexual energy in one go feels shit, because you feel like you're returning to your old ways (and physiologically maybe you are). But in the ideal situation, (once your reboot is complete) you will be used to living with pent up sexual energy, so discharging it would feel like a good thing.

Since starting nofap I have realised how special sex is, and that I wouldn't want to have sex that often (as it's burning sexual energy), whereas before if I'd had a gf while PMOing, I'd be pestering her everyday

Also I don't think your sexuality can be defined to your attitude towards orgasm. You got with this person in the first place (presumably by choice), therefore I'd say your sexuality corresponds to the gender of that person, (you didn't specify their gender)

Have a good day
NoBrainer

 

This hasn't happened to me personally. I have fully embraced the company of my girlfriend of 4 years. She is loving it.


Good luck!

 

Okay. Everyone's journey is person specific. There are some here who believe viewing porn and not fapping is helping them. I am not here to judge what works and what doesn't, though. For me personally it's helping me significantly having sexual encounters with my GF VS doing a hard mode.