14 days done, in 13 years I think I’ve done this once before. The first week was a challenge with many near-failures. But I made it. Week two was easier but still had its share of temptation. In the past if I saw enough triggers it was pmo time, now those triggers are almost meaningless to me. I watched a documentary and it featured a little nudity. In all honesty I wanted to see it, I wanted to see more but for some reason that’s all I wanted. I just wanted to see it not do anything else. I guess that’s the last hump to get over. In the meantime I’m having to end things with my (sort of) gf. She quickly became an object to me, I had wanted to end things with her earlier but that’s a whole other story. I also met a pretty girl who is exactly the kind of girl I need to be spending time with, it’s almost like a reward for improving my quality of life. They say it takes 21 days (three weeks) to form a habit. Let’s hope it works backwards and one more clean week will be the beginning of freedom.