Un comienzo.

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  1. pharomachrus

    pharomachrus New Fapstronaut

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    ¡Hola a todos!

    Creo que no es muy difícil adivinar porque estoy aquí. Lo he aceptado amigos, ya no me quiero engañar, soy adicto al círculo de PMO.

    ¿Mi objetivo? Pasar del "soy" al "fui".

    El inicio del problema.

    Desde mí pre pubertad estuve expuesto a varios medios de comunicación sin censura, sin control y sin atención.

    Solía ver las películas eróticas que pasaban después de la media noche, a las cuales fui adquiriendo gusto y buscando variedad. Ver las escenas eróticas se estaba volviendo en parte de mi rutina.

    Aún recuerdo la primera vez que vi una pornográfica, todo color "rosa", tan "inofensivo", tan placentero, la adrenalina...

    ¿La masturbación? La aprendí precisamente en una película pornográfica ¿por qué ese hombre hace esos movimientos? Así que lo repliqué y el resultado: el primero orgasmo de mi vida.

    El problema avanza.

    Ya no solo me limitada a "consumir" lo que se me ofrecía por medios controlados como la tv. Ya había aprendido a "elegir" y ¿por qué no? ahora "buscar" nuevo material y afín a mis preferencias.

    ¿Resultado? Mi primera búsqueda erótica por internet: Bienvenido señor al océano de material para adulto sin restricción.

    El problema se establece.

    Carpetas con material "favorito", suscripciones, objetos, dinero real invertido. ¿Que mal podría pasar?

    El problema se sale de "control".

    - PMO al despertar.
    - PMO antes de dormir.
    - PMO en el trabajo para "liberar estrés"
    - PMO de vacaciones.
    - Fines de semana de PMO.
    - Citas canceladas por PMO.
    - Relaciones personales desatendidas por PMO.

    Dependencia a PMO.

    Abro los ojos ante el problema.

    Hoy Viernes 16 de Agosto de 2019, me reconozco como adicto a PMO.

    Reconozco que necesito ayuda.

    Lo escribo mientras siento ansiedad por abstinencia por solo 2 horas de la última vez que practiqué PMO.

    Estatus.

    Mi edad actual: 22
    PMO aprox por día 3
    Años de dependencia: 10.
    ¿Me han sorprendido? Sí.
    ¿Lugares mas inapropiados? Baños públicos, recamaras compartidas, al aire libre, elevadores, oficina de trabajo, restaurantes.
    ¿Problemas legales? No. (Y si no me detengo podría cambiar).
    Capital invertido en la adicción aprox: Más de 3,000 dlls.
    Problemas de salud: Abstinencia, infecciones urinarias, incomodidad en la próstata, problemas hormonales.
    Récord de tiempo practicando PMO: 48hrs (un fin de semana), naturalmente esta lo obvio de comer, dormir un poco e ir al baño.

    Y ese amigos, es mi curriculum.

    EN.

    Hello everyone!

    I think it is not very difficult to guess because I am here. I've accepted friends, I don't want to fool myself anymore, I'm addicted to the PMO circle.

    My objective? Go from "I am" to "I was".

    The beginning of the problem.

    From my pre puberty I was exposed to various media without censorship, without control and without attention.

    I used to watch the erotic movies that passed after midnight, which I was acquiring taste and looking for variety. Seeing the erotic scenes was becoming part of my routine.

    I still remember the first time I saw a pornographic, full color "pink", so "harmless", so pleasant, adrenaline ...

    The masturbation? I learned it exactly in a pornographic film, why does that man make those movements? So the replica and the result: the first orgasm of my life.

    The problem progresses.

    Not only does it limit me to "consume" what was offered to me by controlled means such as TV. I had already learned to "choose" and why not? Now "search" new material and related to my preferences.

    Result? My first erotic search onlin. Welcome sir to the ocean of adult material without restriction.

    The problem is set.

    Folders with "favorite" material, subscriptions, objects, real money invested. What bad could happen?

    The problem is out of "control."

    - PMO upon waking up.
    - PMO before sleep.
    - PMO at work to "release stress"
    - PMO on vacation.
    - PMO weekends.
    - Dates canceled by PMO.
    - Personal relationships unattended by PMO.

    PMO dependency.

    I open my eyes to the problem.

    Today, Friday, August 16, 2019, I recognize myself as a PMO addict.

    I recognize that I need help.

    I write it while I feel withdrawal anxiety for only 2 hours from the last time I practiced PMO.

    Status

    My current age: 22
    PMO approx per day 3
    Years of dependence: 10.
    Have they surprised me? Yes.
    More inappropriate places? Public toilets, shared bedrooms, outdoors, elevators, work office, restaurants.
    Legal issues? No. (If I don't stop, I could change).
    Capital invested in addiction approx: More than 3,000 dlls.
    Health problems: withdrawal, urinary infections, discomfort in the prostate, hormonal problems.
    Record time practicing PMO: 48hrs (a weekend), naturally it is obvious to eat, sleep a little and go to the bathroom.

    And those friends, is my resume.
     
  2. Heyyy welcome to the NoFap forum : ) It's nice to see you here fighting the good fight alongside us!

    Here is just some advice:

    First and foremost please take a look at each section in the forum, there might be something(s) you may find of big help to you. Feel free to post there :+)

    Then secondly I just strongly advise you to be active on your profile(as there quite a few active people in the profile section). Please start by choosing an avatar and then make daily status posts to show you're active and needing support/encouragement. They've also got a neat little feature that shows freshly posted statuses for all users to see. People will find your profile and give you encouragement/support.

    People (are beginning to) love communicating in the profile section..(it should be and is )mostly spportive talk but it doesn't hurt to deviate from supportive talk. It would be great to have you join in and support others in the threads, profiles, and journal, we could always use your help and in return you shall receive some as well!

    Thirdly, You should also highly consider creating a public journal and write about your days in more depth for us members to follow along your journey and offer support to you by way of posting in your journal.

    Last but not least: Good luck on your journey here, make sure to really give it a try with all your heart!
     
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