Unreal what 5 days does

Discussion in 'Abstinence, Retention, and Sexual Transmutation' started by Damnation, Sep 12, 2019.

  1. Damnation

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    While recently PMO my fantasies about the women around me at work are so depressing, I'm so submissive, it's pathetic, always centers around being used and thrown away. The girls at work flirt with me a great deal, being 6'2" and 260 and lots of muscle, I understand why they do, but as I confidently flirt with them, my internal dialogue begs them to put me on my knees and use me, then discard me like trash. It is disgusting, disappointing and shameful. No woman's natural inclination is to want a pitiful weeping mess of a man.

    Fast forward almost a week and it's like a whole other man is in my head, a big strong dominant man. No more pitty or whimpering, just a desire to show them how powerful I am. Porn is the ultimate poison, more than refined flour, white sugar or even street drugs. Nothing poisons like porn.....nothing.

    If you can't seem to get a streak going, think about my story, stomp out that pus covered rotting beast that demands you servitude to a screen. Foster and nurture that infinitely powerful masculine energy inside of you that makes you a potent, powerful and sexual being. I feel like superman right now. Join me, or get the fuck out of my way.
     
  2. 6foot4 260lbs guy here.I can relate to that....Im 19 and on day 2.something.
     
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  3. Your target day?
     
  4. SuperPowers

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    Yeah, 5 days can change you. Everything changes, semen retention is the best thing in the world. A real man comes out, not some beta fem. Keep it in you. Porn and ejaculating is like pissing in your face, people don't realize how much its messing them up, its terrible.
     
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  5. Damnation

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    I have no target day, I'm not going to count, I'll just do my best to reject those desperate calls from an addicted brain, they'll only get weaker in time.

    I should remove my counter, as I'm married and am still having sex when my PIED allows. Also DE is an issue, so i try for wife pleasing sex, and am not concerned about myself.
     
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  6. You believe in romance?
     
  7. Damnation

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    Not really, why?
     
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  8. Im not romantic.It feels good to meet like minded people
     
  9. Damnation

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    Romance is something females invented to manipulate betas into giving to them (gifts or expensive dinners) When a woman deals with an alpha, all she wants is his time and presence. She just wants him near. It's primal, a big powerful man nearby. Betas have to buy their way in, alphas are invited in :emoji_stuck_out_tongue:
     
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  10. GodTrulySavesMe

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  11. You have some seriously wrong ideas about how human females work ... or humans in general. The term “alpha” is nausea-inducing. Human beings aren’t gorillas. They’re far more complex than the boxed-in, generalized, societal construct you’ve created in your head. I’m glad abstaining from your urges for 5 whole days is improving your mentality, but your ideas about how people and things function could use some improvement.
     
  12. Captain!

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    That's where you are wrong if you don't think it exist and made up by society, go far with semen retention and come again and tell if this doesn't exist.
     
  13. Whenever you generalize an entire group of people, you're wrong. It has nothing to do with semen retention. When you're done hosing off the decks with your testosterone, you might see more clearly.
     
  14. thinking_differently

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    Dammmmmn!
    I am battling some really strong urges as I speak and thinking the same thing: Am I not more powerful than my desires?

    The STRENGTH of Attractive women Is their ability to SEDUCE and use men who are weak, like puppets
    Will I make their Strength my weakness?? No!
    I am SRONGER than this.

    Fuck off lust!
     
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  15. I'm The Chosen One

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    It is true that if you have a weakness in sexual desires, women use you like a puppet.The opposite is also true if you are masculine enough, women will become your puppets.I often witnessed this when I was in high school.If you ask me, I don't want to use anyone like a puppet.To me, the important thing is to be a strong-willed and good person who cannot have weaknesses.
     
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    Good to hear the other way is possible too! I just thought the other way was impossible.
    It is true though that majority of women have a lower libido? I mean you won’t find so many women out there PMOing as the guys?
     
  17. I'm The Chosen One

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    Hmm, I'm not a woman expert.But I can say that there was a guy in my high school.He had a very low rate of fat and his muscles were noticeable...He was always an aggressive, selfish creature.He's a fuckin b**tard if you ask me.I always hate him.I beat him twice at arm wrestling without effort...But this mtherfcker still thought he was alpha...Anyway, many girls in the classroom seemed ready to sex with him.Not only the girls in my class.A girl from other classes came to him with every break and they kissed in the middle of the class and that guy was humiliating her in the middle of the class after kissing with her every time.I don't want to talk about what he's doing.But the girl was always coming back to that man,this the funny part.This girl was addicted to bad boys.She looks like an idiot when looked from the outside.This is not the only example I have...Also,there were times when I looked like dumb...Don't be a slave to your sexual desires, mate.
    Stay away from fapping and PMO and disney garbages.Over time, you will get rid of these nonsense.
     
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  18. she-dernatinus

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    I do understand why you don't want to be used and then discarded. But trying to reverse the power dynamics in your head by aiming to become 'stronger' and more 'powerful' is a bad indicator.
    I think many women view such goals as nothing more than egoistical. Personally I wouldn't want to spend my time with a man who only focuses on superficial strenght and nothing more. Men can be emotional as well, they can cry when sad and frustrated. Of feel deep love for their children and take good care of them. And if you do cry, it's because of a specific reason that you have to accept.
    Don't believe the gender based stereotype that women only care for 'strong' men who look like King Kongs and are completely distached from their feelings. This attitude is way too toxic and won't make this any easier.
    Romance is overused in our culture and has lost it's meaning to me. It's better to use compassion and empathy as feelings of attachement instead of a vague definition of love. As for expensive stuff, many females sadly behave this way due to their upbringing and restrictive gender roles. Deep down they are aware they are used as nothing more than objects and the only way for them to find temporary comfort is to profit financially from the superficial men who date them.
     
  19. Damnation

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    Sorry to tell you but, you're wrong. There is a reason the married women I work with will make it clear that they are willing to cheat on their boyfriends and husbands, with me, because I'm big and strong enough to dominate them, where their smaller husband cannot. Women don't want emotional men, if they did, they'd select those men for more than just beta bucks and a provider. Yet try to get bedded by an alpha. I watch it play out frequently.
     
  20. she-dernatinus

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    I think those women have deep issues themselves. Why would I want to go with a man who only seeks to 'dominate' and 'subjugate' me ? This is beyond me. I see the only possible explanation as those females have been deeply influenced by gender roles. Or maybe they are the type to only seek appearances, for the show that is it. While it's clear they wouldn't want any significant relationship with the said 'alpha'. Because it's obvious it won't work out.
    I don't understand what you mean by big and strong enough ? like a body builder ?. If that's the case, then I see those bodybuilders as being more monster-like than normal men. remember that male ballet dancers have muscles too, authentic ones that aren't enhanced by steroids or any other type of chemicals. And to be fair, they look far better than any macho bodybuilder.
    I don't agree with this alpha-beta segregation, it only serves some imaginary competition that no one really knows how to win. Moreover, it is impossible to win a competition that doesn't matter in the end.
    It is best if you give up on this world view to live a peaceful life. Women with self-confidence and empathy won't find emotional display in males problematic at all. People do feel emotional sometimes, and men in particular need to accept that. They aren't some kind of robot only designed for sex and war. There is more to a man's life than just that.
     
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