While recently PMO my fantasies about the women around me at work are so depressing, I'm so submissive, it's pathetic, always centers around being used and thrown away. The girls at work flirt with me a great deal, being 6'2" and 260 and lots of muscle, I understand why they do, but as I confidently flirt with them, my internal dialogue begs them to put me on my knees and use me, then discard me like trash. It is disgusting, disappointing and shameful. No woman's natural inclination is to want a pitiful weeping mess of a man. Fast forward almost a week and it's like a whole other man is in my head, a big strong dominant man. No more pitty or whimpering, just a desire to show them how powerful I am. Porn is the ultimate poison, more than refined flour, white sugar or even street drugs. Nothing poisons like porn.....nothing. If you can't seem to get a streak going, think about my story, stomp out that pus covered rotting beast that demands you servitude to a screen. Foster and nurture that infinitely powerful masculine energy inside of you that makes you a potent, powerful and sexual being. I feel like superman right now. Join me, or get the fuck out of my way.