unwrapping rubber bands from my penis

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Azeez, Feb 7, 2021.

  1. Azeez

    Azeez Fapstronaut

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    yep, I from the God's Own Country.
     
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  2. SoundsGoodToMe

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    You expect support and motivation.
    That's fine, but you need to remember that your in this position because of your actions.

    i suffer from pied because of MY actions and my choices that I'm battling everyday.
    This isn't an easy thing to give up, but you need to start taking responsibility for your actions.
     
  3. SoundsGoodToMe

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    And as for blaming me for a relapse?
    That kind of behaviour won't help you.

    I might have annoyed or upset you but I didn't force you to relapse.

    once again you're blaming someone else for YOUR choice to relapse.
     
  4. I cannot believe that I share this earth with people like this.
     
  5. SoundsGoodToMe

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    Don't worry, I'm going now. lol
     
  6. Azeez

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    I am quiting this NoFap forum. what i learned from here.
    Don't ever try to open up. Expose your self. Share your real stories. peoples hate you more and more.
    To be honest I relapsed twice today. Not expecting any helping hands, I don't think anyone dare to visit here and support me, after reading those "horseshit" comments I made.
    I think i have to find a couch who can help me. my condition is so worse, trauma, hate, anger, blaming others for my actions. sorry, If i hurt anyone of you.
    I made 400+ viewers in one week, awsome. I think the title "Unwrapping rubber bands from my penis" attracted them. or may be the Rarest story.
    Any way thanks guys and I definitely come back here after my 90 days success story. I think i should quit counting too that's most porn recovery couch's recommending. then after successful three months.
    " just keep swimming...keep swimming... " - Dory, Finding Nemo.
     
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  7. SREENII

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    bro..don't mind people who put negative comments..they are also addicts who fap often and come here to blame others..like a fake moral police (kapada sadhaachaara police in malayalam)..u can share all ur problems here..there are many good people in this forum who can help us to recover.
     
  8. Azeez

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    Thank you, so so... much for your support brother. It feels like I have Hope. I got a second life. my heart filled with happiness. and I cancel delete account option. decided to move on.
    well today I had some urges. those porn scenes I watched yesterday pop's up while I am working. thanks to self talk, self-couch comes up remind me all bad stuffs happened in my life because of porn and regained my consciousness. I think i am missing something may be writing journal and scheduling my day. I didn't write my journals for few days. because I updating it in my nofap forum. I think I should continue to write my journal again. I decided to read some good books, once i was a bookworm.

    I wrote this yesterday, but I couldn't post it because of some internet issues.
     
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  9. Azeez

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    Today I visit my favourite movies downloading site, dlmania.com. just check out new movies. I thought Adblocker is working properly, nope popup ads still there. ignore them. new cam release is there, Tom & jerry live action movie. I want to watch it and decided to download the cam version. but when I move to next page I got a popup semi nude pic. I left the page. still struggle was there, at any cost i have to watch that movie. I have to block Ads thats an option to download. and I found, I can delete the popup ads and download the movie. I was so much trilled to watch that movies.
    I watched the Intro. but I stopped the movie and think, " did I have to waste my time watching this fantasy movie, this is not real its just VFX creation. someone else hardwork. It doesn't benefit me, teach me nothing nor improves my skills. "No man, we have a lot to do watching traversy media videos and practice some nodejs programs, learning Javascript and reading books". And for the first time in my life, I delete a movie without watching it completely. I decided to not to visit my favourite sites never again. actually movies never dies, its always there till I die. may be I could watch it later with my family, not by visiting ads filled illegal sites.
     
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  10. SREENII

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    correct bro..did u watched jayasurya's latest movie where he plays the role of an addict?
     
  11. Azeez

    Azeez Fapstronaut

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    Not yet, maybe later. I didn't know any of the legal sites that I could download movies safely without any of popup nude ads. but I could sent it from my brother and watch it. thanks for your recommendation.
    Mahatma Gandhi also had a bad experience with lust. It's not clear that he had sexual addiction or not. he was so devoted to his parents. but his mind was fixated on having sexual intercourse with his wife, at his father last moment. he was so disappointed and he choose fast and meditation to recover from addiction. his sacrifice not only benefit him, but he gave hope and freedom to millions and billions of people.
    "Get busy living or get busy dying" - shawshank redemption
     

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