updating my day counter today for a new streak

I was off for 329 days before relapsing. That was three months ago. The last time the same behavior crept in that I had overcome through the long period of abstinence.

P is hell. I hate P so much. It makes me crazy. P is poison for the body and soul.

But I have new strength and motivation! Because I've been a member here for a very long time. In the last few years I have gathered a lot of information, read a lot and learned a lot.

I know good habits. I want to meditate, throw my TV out of my apartment, read more and cook. Earlier, I canceled all of my subscriptions (Netflix, etc.). I know these things make me more addicted to use electronic gadgets which bring me to P.

I will give everything to be the best version of myself in 2021. I promise myself that while the New Year's Eve fireworks can be heard outside.

The best version of myself doesn't watch P and masturbate every day.
The best version of myself is confident, productive and humorous. The best version of myself loves life and other people.

I experienced it myself in these 329 days intensely.

2021 will be a PMO-free year. Let's do this together too!

Happy new year! Good luck to all of you.

 

Many relapses in January...

But I have power to restart my journey! Lets do this!

 

Thank you very much. It was a great time to be free from P. I felt freedom and peace in me.

Please stay focus and keep going.


I wish you good luck, too!

 

No, I didn’t felt PAWS.

I relapsed because one single picture on social media made me crazy. Then I began to search online for new stuff like pics and later I visited Psites...

I felt strong urges
I clicked
I got hooked
I consumed
I masturbated...
I felt strong urges and so on...

It is the f****** circle we all know....