Hi, some days I really feel very strong, and think that I will not faile Then from one to another moment the urge is so strong, that I want to POM. Sometimes I'm strong enough to "handle the urge" for the moment, but I know (like inside me) that I will do it later... . I mean I cant complete be victory about an urge... why? SOmetimes when the urge is strong in the evening I can handle ist but faile in the morning... . O my, thats so bad.