urge to watch fav porn clip

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by recoome, Aug 22, 2016.

  1. recoome

    recoome Fapstronaut

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    i've been having a strong urge to watch a fav porn clip. its like i'm playing the scenes of the clip in my mind. the actors, their voices, faces, dialogues...it's all going in my head.

    one part of my mind is saying...just watch it this last time.
    what to do?
    i havent seen porn clip in 14 days...last porn relapse 4 days ago was to sex jokes that i deliberately searched for.
     
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  2. tbird

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    Your hands can get you in trouble. Just keep your paws off the porn.
     
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  3. Oneness

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    Come on recoome. You can do this man. You have to look at this PMO thing once and for all and really ask yourself in the moment where you're in control whether it is worth losing over 2 seconds of pleasure and then dealing with days of subsequent pain and self loathing.
     
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  4. Star Lord

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    My mind is like an LCD screen with a burnt on image. Doesn't help I have a photographic memory either. Every video ive ever seen I remember, it's like a curse constantly teasing me. It's hard to stop it taking over.
     
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  5. Star Lord

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    I have the same problem yo.
     
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  6. recoome

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    Well last night i was about to watch that clip. was about to type it in google. i thought to turn on the mobile internet n see if any friend is there to chat. i thought that i'd get the dopamine from chat with friend instead of porn.

    well friend wasn't online.
    but when i returned to laptop, instead of typing porn, i shut down the laptop n went to sleep.
    but sleep didnt come. i was restless, anxious. had erection n wanted to watch porn. but my eyes were sleepy, so i thought not to watch n torment my eyes.

    so i didnt watch porn n didnt relapse. but did fancy some sex thoughts. though didnt touch myself or watch porn.

    i think its progress. its been 15 days since i watched porn. last relapse was to sex jokes that i deliberately downloaded
     
  7. Don Gately

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    Good job! I had (have?) a favorite clip that comes to mind sometimes, too. You can get past this. Your body and brain are going to rebel like crazy at first though, which is what you're going through. Hang in there. It's totally worth it. All progress counts!
     
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  8. HankyHank

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    Suffer the pain of insanity, there is no other way.There is no magical quote or information here and you know it man
     
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  9. recoome

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  10. HankyHank

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    haha it's true man! There is all been said here, nothing under the sun, you have to enjoy the pain and go through this amazing journey of transformation :)
     
  11. recoome

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  12. Don Gately

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    Turn off your computer and your phone now. You can message me if you want. I might not see it til later, but I'm ok with trading numbers, too. I PROMISE YOU CAN GET THROUGH THIS.
     
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  13. recoome

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    i'm at work so cannot turn off computer. i'm chatting with friend in office so cannot turn off phone now as well:D
     
  14. IGY

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    This is your test of manhood. You have to sit with the discomfort of temptation. This will be one of many tough days. That is why this is called the NoFap challenge! You cannot overcome these desires on a whim -"wouldn't it be nice to stop". You have to get tough with yourself. Set up strict boundaries which you will not cross, irrespective of how you are feeling.
     
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  15. Themadfapper

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    Stop the porn! Determine to try it for 3 months straight [ 90-day goal] and do it! Stop thinking about porn, don't fantasize about it and get it out of your mind. I recommend not masturbating or any kind of self-sexual pleasuring or even thinking about it for 90 days. If you go long enough I think you will get a break through and it will get easier, you will start to see the benefits of breaking this disgusting habit. You will feel better, healthier , happier, and you will start to develop interests that don't involve sex and start taking pleasure and joy in activities that didn't interest you when you were addicted to porn and masturbation.

    This addiction can leave you soulless and empty chasing after a lie that will just drag you down deeper and deeper into darkness and misery all the while telling you how great it is. It can be worse than drug addiction. You got to soldier up and beat this and say " no fuckin' way" to whatever might cause you to slip up. If you have to go jogging when you get the urge, pick up a book, play an instrument or whatever just beat this demon and free yourself from it's bondage.
     
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  16. Don Gately

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    Well, like @IGY said, there are other ways to handle things. Do your best.
     
  17. zip6331

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    @recoome I'm hearing you loud and clear. For me it wasn't the actual porn clip anymore, and I did have my faves over the years. It was the "porn crush" I had on this one girl. I had access to Facebook with another persons account and would read her real page over and over, and also her other page which had nothing on it, I felt like Sherlock Holmes conducting an investigation. Also with Twitter which I finally shut off completely and had the Facebook page removed from both of my laptop's. It was about that time I read about NoFap and logged on and no BS, once I had a place to go instead of beating myself up everyday over this person, slowly it started to fade. I'm starting to see not just this person, but the entire porn thing as what it really is, total bullshit. It's not real, for us these people are not real, they may be real to their friends, the neighbors, or the guy they buy their gas from, but for us they are not even close. Their personal lives, where they eat, where they get the hair done, and any other thing they do is not real to us and is none of our business. I still have a way to go, but believe me stick with it and don't give in to the BS.
     
  18. tweeby

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    Whoever she is man, forget it. I've got the same pornstar saved on my computer with all of her movies. She's my favourite because she reminds me of this girl I work with. It's all a fantasy man, pixelated never to be touched from behind the screen. When I realised this I knew how pathetic I had become.

    Get out do some exercise and meet those goals brah! :)
     
  19. zip6331

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    @tweeby It is amazing that Im a very active guy. Since I got into NoFap, my trail rides are more enjoyable and my head a lot clearer.
     
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  20. zip6331

    zip6331 Guest

    I hope she is not still on there Bro!!!
     

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