urges for submissive porn and behavior have reduced

i couldnt live without gay porn. i have nothing against homosexuality but i was like male-pleasing sexually submissive porn addict.

to the extent at one time my laptop background was a gay porn photo.

now the urges have reduced a lot. it's been years though. a year and half of therapy. did masters between.

the urges are still there but fantasizing about gay porn submissive behavior is more work than pleasure. its like i do it cause i was addicted to it. like some loyalty to it or some habit.

but its not as severe as it was earlier.