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Used to enjoy nocturnal emission

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Flyhigh, Jul 22, 2017.

  1. Flyhigh

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    So past 3 am this morning I had my fifth nocturnal emission in weeks. I used to enjoy them a lot whenever I got one but this morning when I woke up while ejaculating I wasn't ecstatic about it. I was like OK wet dreams again, the sensation was good I got another release in a natural way that I like but it's just becoming pretty normal now like both my body and brain are working in perfect harmony like I'm not overly obsessive anymore thinking and wanting for everyday multiple releases. I forgot to mention my nocturnal emission this time is not accompanied with sexually explicit dreams and it felt so normal no guilt release. It feels like I don't have the need to go back to that same old destructive habit that once ruined my life and let it ruin it again not just one more time. It feels like both my body and brain are going back to normal healing gradually each and every single day and I'm happy about it.
     
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  2. saneagain

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    My last nocturnal emission has also been without any sexual dreaming.

    After that I had sexual dream and it was about a girl simply touching me. It was highly pleasurable and I was aroused in the dream. No nocturnal emission. All sexual dreams before were about me acting out my specific porn fetish and often finished with nocturnal emission. Maybe another sign my brain is coming down slowly and now enjoys touching and not only hardcore stuff.

    (Now I sit here at 5 am because insomnia hit me again...)
     
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  3. Flyhigh

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    I guess the slow transition of dreams from overly explicit PMO-related materials to less hardcore materials is a good sign of healing/recovery.
     
  4. I actually dont enjoy them at all. I managed to stopna few. .and my body got the idea and reabsorbed instead. Thats my plan now!
     
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  5. nofepfepforlife

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    I don't enjoy them either. Rarely do they actually feel like a release.
     
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  6. Flyhigh

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    But for me they relieve my urges.
     
  7. saneagain

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    I hope this is the case. Just after writing the post at 5 am I went to bed again, felt asleep and had another sex dream. It was just some normal sex, no orgasm.
     
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  8. Flyhigh

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    Having frequent vivid dreams is a sign of healing for me since I rarely had one for more than a decade.
     
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    Same here. No dreams for at least 7 years at all. Now I have vivid dreams almost every day. Be it sex dreams, nightmares or just some weird shit. Sometimes I wake up and feel like I watched a 4 hour movie and it was just 1 hour after I fell asleep.

    It is so strong for me that I dream even if I am not really asleep. I just lay down and lie there for 1 minute with my eyes closed and though I am not sleeping really my brain already shows me some dreamlike episode. Like a hallucination. I start dreaming after 1 minute of lying on my bed. How weird is that?
     
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  10. saneagain

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    Read this: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_neuroscience_of_dreams

    FAPPING = No dreams = damage to certain dopaminergic pathways = no motivation.

    Fun fact: I experience strange sensations inside my head in the area just above the eyes, just like the article says.
     
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  11. Flyhigh

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    I actually enjoy dreams. When I was young, me and my childhood friends would talk about our dreams right after breakfast during our playtime. I miss my childhood when life was easy and never had to be as complicated like this.
     
  12. Flyhigh

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    Now I know the reason why. For years I'd been wondering why I lost my ability to have a dream, now I've finally found it.
     
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    Im on day 36 officially and day 40 unofficially(edged), and my dreams are getting more vivid and stuff wheni barely had them. Its just, i wish to lose the ability to dream again because its never a good one, its always a nightmare, random survival themed ones or where im stressed a lot to the point i wake up with a headache and so tired because i feel my body wasnt resting while sleeping but instead focused hardcore on dreams. Today I had one where I actually was absent in the exam that im preparing for and will be for 3-4 months, and when the day came i couldnt reach the exam hall because of situations like every car i got on foe the ride to take me in weong places or either get dmged or broken and be left qith injuries and day was over like that lol
     
  14. Flyhigh

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    Dreaming is a healthy sign of healing, why wish to lose it.
     
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    If its only nightmares that stress me and make me wake up stressed ans feeling tired and as if I havent veen resting or sleeping but as if my body was at work all along and keeping me tired, when i was finally able to sleep after 6-7 hrs of trying to sleep(i have sleep issues), then jt really isnt worth it
     
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    I wake up in 2-3 hrs after sleeping sometomes 4 never more
     
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    I just wish nightmares stop or no dreams at all, been like 15-20 days with nightmares daily
     
  18. saneagain

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    Same here. Either sex dreams or weird shit where I am running from death or random people are killed or I have some body deformations like teeth falling out. You are 20 days. I have it for 8 months already.
     
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    If I waa in your situation and completely away from PMO, I would have tried masturbation in a limit, like once a month and that too without any porn or imagination and see if that helped just a bit. Because its gotten so worse that I dont think I want to stand more than a few months. I guess by now you have been healed completely from your PMO habits?
     
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    I had body deformation like teeth falling out too but ones where I also go a crazy level of bald, having fucked up hair, or hair on body or some other weird shit. Didnt have a sex dream yet, but one where 2 girls were involved but I wasnt in it, it was like a video being played on or so, didnt know one girl and i never really watched much porn like it, that happened just once, but i dont have wet dreams and wake up as soon as I get aware its a dream and then it all stops
     
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