I don’t have any friends man lol, I have acquaintances but no one who I can come home to and feel like I can talk to or hangout with. Just people that are there. I want a girlfriend so bad or just a fling too, a friend with benefits would be ideal for me right now I feel. I’ve tried dating apps but swiping through pictures of girls gives me the same anxiety and negative effects that porn did so I got off those quickly. I’ve been going out and have done speed dating a few times but it’s hard. I’m hoping that there is something online for dating where I can just show myself and not have to swipe through pictures of girls so I don’t get anxiety. Like make my profile and present myself and never look at it again until someone directly messages me so I don’t waste time on them either. It’d be nice to just check my phone one day and see that a girl messaged me so I don’t have to spend time actively on the apps because the swiping gives me anxiety.