Victory

Yess, I struggled very much it was worth it. I started nofap three years ago and jumped through hoops however I beat addiction. Everything didn't finish. I need to improve myself more. I don't have fetishes now. I think the reason was lovelessness. But I loved myself and I was able to solve some of the problem. Now I have different plans. Everything isn't prefect but you must quit the addiction. Believe me! It is worth this. Don't doubt that you can overcome fetishes. I'm sure you will say "I always have them". This is brainwashing. If you still have fetishes, it can be psychological. You should go to a psychiatrist. My reason is psychological too. But this is not a problem. Yo can do this. The solve is to just do it and be patient.

I am not native English speaker. Because of this there may be problems.

 

I was recovered then I relapsed and the urges returned. Eighty percent of the reason of fetish is due to pornography. The rest is about the past. All people have the potential to have fetish. First of, you must find the reason of the addiction and then solve this problem. If you do this, you are going to recover.
You should read this story https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/reb...s-page-2/age-20-day-217-climbing-out-of-hell/.