Hi everybody, I have reset my counter after I went back a few times to video chat when I have engaged in a sexual conversation (generally with a young man in a daddy-son kink) and end up MO. I don't watch P anymore, but when I start going on chat rooms, I can't stop, it's bad (makes me feel like shit) and dangerous (for different reasons). I really need to stop. Not for a month or two (I can do that easily), but for ever! I'm also ashamed to admit that I like watching car crash videos on youtube, it doesn't turn me on but often will lead to going on chat rooms like ch**r****tte. Anybody can explain that?