Views on Cam Sex

Hey All,

so I recently relapsed after 8 days, my relapse "came" (haha) when I engaged in cam sex with some random unknown girl on Skype, please note I did not pay for any type of show, this was completely mutual and platonic - I am on hardmode so all forms count for me.

I just wanted to hear what your views are on cam sex? Do most of you feel it's exactly like watching porn, or do some see it differently since it's a live interaction with a "real-life" woman, albeit though a screen. Obviously I would not think anything about married couples (or just couples depending on your view) doing it, but I still felt slightly uneasy about it...do any of you consider it risky in any way? I mean, it's not like the local news is gonna broadcast you wanting off right? I did keep all my info private, although I presume my face was captured - honestly I couldn't care less if a video surfaced of me jacking off - obviously it would be somewhat embarrassing, but then again I wouldn't expect anyone to actually watch the full video and if they did I would just find them weird, but obviously anyone is also welcome to be turned on by my performance if they see fit...

Please share your thoughts with me. Thanks so much.