So today I was near a peep show place that was an old haunt of mine due to circumstance. For a moment I thought about what it used to be like and when I went past instead of a desire to go in I just felt sad about the girls there. Keep strong boys. It takes some time and effort but you will change. When you master it things get better rapidly. I don't believe in superpowers but just lately I'm getting a lot more smiles from attractive ladies. It's strange because usually when it happens I'm not really paying attention to them and don't notice until I'm close. Also I'm no Adonis. Carry yourself like a champion. That's advice I got from my boxing coach who is a world champion. If you do this one thing that is way harder than it sounds you will succeed. PMO is a void where all your confidence goes. Don't let it suck you dry. Oh and get active. I'm now lifting weights, practicing tai chi under a legit Chen master, and practicing Eskrima, boxing, wushu, and juijitsu when I can get to it. Some of us need that level of physicality to stay normal. I believe it's what the modern day has taken away from men and contributes to using PMO as a diversion. Warriors aren't trained they are born, the training keeps them from doing bad things. A great quote from a guy I train with. Good luck with your progress. You will recover.