Honestly, I am at a loss of words. I don't know what to do anymore. My journey in life is a crossroads and I don't know in which direction to turn. Every decision I seem to make is the wrong one. Please any support is welcome. Thank you guys.
Hi Kratos, I am available for a conversation, can you please drop me a personal message? Is it something to do with a relapse or there are other factors? Also @asfixiated , my recent PMO binge also was triggered partly by a girl I like. We like each other a fair bit, but the times were never "right". And now she's been accepted at Duke's for a program. So that's the end of something that could have been a good relationship. I fucked it up about 2 odd years back after something petting around after drinks. The next day I said "I didnt want commitments", possibly due to PMO effects. Since then both of us have been pretty noncommittal to each other and now times over. I had my chance maybe and I blew it Over. No regrets, I was immensely patient and without getting to any more details, i am saying this out loud - I am 28, weakened as a person by a disgusting habit I really want to get past. And I will. I have healed a bit but I still have to learn to cope with the pleasures of the "high" and the twisted fantasies porn drives. Power to everyone.
It seems like you guys have been holding up a lot better than I have, glad to see it. Hopefully after I finish my exams I wont be so prone to relapse, last 2 exams tomorrow. I have been studying an ungodly amount which is not like me and its been taking its toll. I'm just glad this semester is over. On another note, I have noticed I have a lot of destructive habits after I have been doing nofap for awhile. I seem to have an anger problem. I end up punching walls and shit. Feel free to express your opinion, cheers!
Hello, I have been away and mostly because i had a few resets and lost my track with NoFap. I concede being sloppy and would like to correct it. How is everyone doing? Also best wishes for the holiday seasons!
