Want an AP. I'm 20M. We'll kill it together.. :)

Discussion in 'Accountability Partners' started by Saber_tooth7, Sep 5, 2015.

  1. Kratos95

    Kratos95 Fapstronaut

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    Honestly, I am at a loss of words. I don't know what to do anymore. My journey in life is a crossroads and I don't know in which direction to turn. Every decision I seem to make is the wrong one. Please any support is welcome. Thank you guys.
     
  2. f1rew1re

    f1rew1re Fapstronaut

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    Hi Kratos,

    I am available for a conversation, can you please drop me a personal message?

    Is it something to do with a relapse or there are other factors?

    Also @asfixiated , my recent PMO binge also was triggered partly by a girl I like. We like each other a fair bit, but the times were never "right". And now she's been accepted at Duke's for a program. So that's the end of something that could have been a good relationship. I fucked it up about 2 odd years back after something petting around after drinks. The next day I said "I didnt want commitments", possibly due to PMO effects. Since then both of us have been pretty noncommittal to each other and now times over. I had my chance maybe and I blew it
    Over. No regrets, I was immensely patient and without getting to any more details, i am saying this out loud - I am 28, weakened as a person by a disgusting habit I really want to get past.

    And I will. I have healed a bit but I still have to learn to cope with the pleasures of the "high" and the twisted fantasies porn drives.

    Power to everyone.
     
  3. f1rew1re

    f1rew1re Fapstronaut

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    By the way my first name is Prasad, you can address me either ways.
     
  4. Kratos95

    Kratos95 Fapstronaut

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    It seems like you guys have been holding up a lot better than I have, glad to see it. Hopefully after I finish my exams I wont be so prone to relapse, last 2 exams tomorrow. I have been studying an ungodly amount which is not like me and its been taking its toll. I'm just glad this semester is over.
    On another note, I have noticed I have a lot of destructive habits after I have been doing nofap for awhile. I seem to have an anger problem. I end up punching walls and shit. Feel free to express your opinion, cheers!
     
  5. Saber_tooth7

    Saber_tooth7 Fapstronaut

  6. f1rew1re

    f1rew1re Fapstronaut

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    Hello,
    I have been away and mostly because i had a few resets and lost my track with NoFap.
    I concede being sloppy and would like to correct it.

    How is everyone doing? :)
    Also best wishes for the holiday seasons!
     

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