want to b in relationship

Me too brother, me too. More than you know

 

I'm starting to see what I need to do is just chatting with women and be willing to ask for numbers.

Just start talking, man.

 

Go out there and get one!

 

I don't think the desire for a partner who supports and understands you is girly; it's something most people have, and it's a fine aspiration. However, it's important to keep realistic expectations. While there's nothing like a good relationship, they require a lot of work. A girl is going to need to get to know you and feel supported and desired by you before she comes to understand and support you. Even then, it's not necessarily a happily ever after. There are ups and downs, there will be fights and times you don't totally understand one another, and for every bit you take, you should be giving the same amount.

Definitely go out and try to meet women, but remember that the right girl won't be a fix to all problems and can introduce challenges into your life. I honestly believe the fastest way to meet someone is to become comfortable being alone. Find the things you like about yourself and work on the things you want to improve. Once you have confidence and enjoy your own company, you'll feel less lonely even when you're by yourself and probably end up finding it easier to find a partner.

 

Your dream girl is already out there waiting for you.

Work on yourself and learn to love yourself first and others will do too.
It is indeed important to have realistic expectations, however, nothing can keep you from having a perfect relationship, other than yourself. And that is what all of us should strive for, if we become the strongest version of ourselves we won't have ups and downs in our lives, only ups.