Want to start a new life

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by JEnriqueGR, Sep 17, 2018.

  1. JEnriqueGR

    JEnriqueGR Fapstronaut

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    Hello, my name is Enrique. I´m from Monterrey, Mexico.

    I started watching porn and masturbating since I was 6 years old approximately. My father is a computer lover and always had computers at home. I learned to use them very soon in life. About that age I had curiosity about how girls looked naked. It was a innocent curiosity, only wanted to know what was different from what I had. So, when nobody was home decided to look that up on Google and ended up in a porn site. So here I am, with 22 years old and want to leave porn and masturbation completely.

    I need more tan vanilla porn to feel aroused and usually watch taboo porn with family related themes. Some time ago I used to masturbate around 3 times a day with the aid of porn. No longer I was able to do it without it. Right now I do it a lot less, once or twice per week, but I want to quit completely.

    This addiction damaged my previous relationship with a very beatiful and amazing girl. I really want to get back with her, but I'm not sure if that is possible. However, if I get back or not with her, the succesful ending of this journey Will be for good in any relationship.

    I also became a born-again Christian not long ago and wanted to share this. If there are any other Christians out there with which I might talk would be great.

    Thank you very much to every one in this community. I feel you are like lifesavers.
     
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  2. Robbiebob

    Robbiebob Fapstronaut

    Hi & a big welcome to you my friend ..great support & friendships are abound here and there is a Christian group to if you like to affiliated with them... All the very very best to you in your quest.. .God Bless you ... Rob
     
  3. JEnriqueGR

    JEnriqueGR Fapstronaut

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    Hello. Thanks for the recommendation. God bless you too!
     
  4. GeorgeJetson

    GeorgeJetson Fapstronaut

    Welcome to nofap. I'm also new and finally feel at home with people who struggle the same way I do. If anything, I no longer feel alone and unique. I have a place to talk to other struggling addicts, sharing suggestions and methods of recovery. I'm here and happy you are too!
     
  5. JEnriqueGR

    JEnriqueGR Fapstronaut

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    You're right this is such a supporting community. I'm so happy to be here, and also that you're here along with me on this path.
     
  6. Sirmountable

    Sirmountable Fapstronaut

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    Welcome my friend. Never forget, we are all on the same path. You are never alone in your journey.
     

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