Im a straight male in my 30s married with children. Over the years watching porn and PMO I started with straight porn and then moved onto transwoman porn. I watched gay porn sometimes but found the transwoman stuff more a turn on because I could imagine being the women getting dominated by the man. The straight porn no longer did it for me and I started to get more and more attracted to transwomen in these videos. Even though I still find my wife attractive I have this fantasy of being dominated by a transwoman or a man and even getting penetrated. I find straight sex does not really turn me on any longer. At one point I even thought I might be gay but I do not find men attractive but I do get turned on by a penis. I am on day 8 of no PMO. I have had urges here and there but the urge to be dominated has gotten even stronger. Just before I decided to stop PMO I even tried finding transwomen in my area but could not find any that looked feminine enough so that did not go ahead. I have tried to hook up with men in the past but always backed out in the last minute. I feel very ashamed and confused my morals and beliefs go totally agaisnt this and I do not want to cheat on my wife. Will these feelings and fantasies ever go away with time?