Hi
I'm new here. To be short, I've been "PMOing" since I'm 12 (now I'm 24). Started softly with straight porn, then started transwoman and pegging porn too (since maybe my 20). Since 2 years, I started to fantasizing about being the woman in the porn. Be her, feel what she feel in that moment. I don't want to be dressed like a girls or anything like that (I've read this on this forum), and it happens only when I'm excited. I even started to, on rare occasions, masturbating myself anally...
Anyway, when I'm done, it's done, I'm myself again, and ashamed by what I was doing 1 minute earlier.
Take note that I'm straight, my crush were always woman, I love feminine shapes, and (sorry for gays) absolutely not attracted to any man. (Except now just their genital maybe. I remember that I was very disgusted by it the first years I watched porn, but it seems that now I "like" it. Anyway I totally can't see myself with a guy, and I'm absolutely not homophobic trust me ! But if you really want to tag myself, call me bi I don't care xD I know that I'm only interested in woman IRL)
So my question is, is there someone here that has been in the same situation as me and healed (having this fetish deleated) by doing nofap for a long (maybe very long) time ?
Thanks you for reading me
I'm new here. To be short, I've been "PMOing" since I'm 12 (now I'm 24). Started softly with straight porn, then started transwoman and pegging porn too (since maybe my 20). Since 2 years, I started to fantasizing about being the woman in the porn. Be her, feel what she feel in that moment. I don't want to be dressed like a girls or anything like that (I've read this on this forum), and it happens only when I'm excited. I even started to, on rare occasions, masturbating myself anally...
Anyway, when I'm done, it's done, I'm myself again, and ashamed by what I was doing 1 minute earlier.
Take note that I'm straight, my crush were always woman, I love feminine shapes, and (sorry for gays) absolutely not attracted to any man. (Except now just their genital maybe. I remember that I was very disgusted by it the first years I watched porn, but it seems that now I "like" it. Anyway I totally can't see myself with a guy, and I'm absolutely not homophobic trust me ! But if you really want to tag myself, call me bi I don't care xD I know that I'm only interested in woman IRL)
So my question is, is there someone here that has been in the same situation as me and healed (having this fetish deleated) by doing nofap for a long (maybe very long) time ?
Thanks you for reading me
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