Was just about to relapse

[Soul_destroyer]

I went on the site and started swiping, and then I thought to myself wtf am I doing , it's so habitual and enticing at first when you think of that beginning and middle of your session, but then you remember how bad you feel after.

 

[modestmouseradiohead]

I feel this, the best feeling part is when I simply "decide" to relapse. It's great that you at least stopped it part of the way through.

 

[ALPHAandOMEGA]

I went on the site and started swiping, and then I thought to myself wtf am I doing , it's so habitual and enticing at first when you think of that beginning and middle of your session, but then you remember how bad you feel after.

I have been in that exact same position so many times. A few times I did end up relapsing but those times I held strong, show me I have the strength when I choose to exercise it. Another trial overcome! Stay strong brother!

 

[Nelsonerhire]

Same just happened. Stay strong. We're winning this fight.

 

[alphakadabro]

I went on the site and started swiping, and then I thought to myself wtf am I doing , it's so habitual and enticing at first when you think of that beginning and middle of your session, but then you remember how bad you feel after.

This is the feeling of misfiring brain damaged reward pathways creating the sensation of craving and hypofrontality inhibiting impulse control. Read the articles on YBOP and you will understand the scientific facts behind rebooting and learn to distrust these chemical rushes.