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Was just about to relapse

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by mada0207, Feb 2, 2014.

  1. Feb 2, 2014 #1
    mada0207

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    Omg lingering onto a lingerie online store. Stupid me how could i be so vulnerable… at the time it seemed so satisfying. Now that I'm thinking about it… it was ridiculous. Good thing my girlfriend called me right in the middle of this. I was starting to edge just barely though and i got my first stiffy. So crazy how i just fell into it so easily… i thought i was stronger guess not… Gotta be more careful. Wish me luck :)
     
    mada0207, Feb 2, 2014
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  2. Feb 2, 2014 #2
    mada0207

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    Omg i just looked at P… jumped off my seat and realized what i was doing… i was on the brink of O. Did i just relapse. I didn't finish though
     
    mada0207, Feb 2, 2014
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  3. Feb 2, 2014 #3
    muesli

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    Not sure about relapse. But you must stay away from any arousal now. I know this from myself. When I watched porn, most of the time it triggered a domino effect. Even if I stopped before O, I would later, for example, wake up at night and feel incredibly aroused. You have to be really strong now.
     
    muesli, Feb 2, 2014
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  4. Feb 2, 2014 #4
    mada0207

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    Its crazy man, i never had an urge so bad like this… My mind was giving me any and all excuses to start wanking. And i though to myself "really, your longest streak for just 30 seconds of pleasure" … I'm fine now… thanks man
     
    mada0207, Feb 2, 2014
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