Wasting money on Instagram Foot models,Cam girls and PornfetishVids

Recently I have gotten into the habit of spending money on cam girls and wasted a lot of money 700 dollars in one week and couldn't help but look at my bank account. I was not happy with what i was seeing because I do not want to be more broke in the future. I also last month and last year would spend money on subscriptions of Instagram foot models to view their exclusive content. But the person that i kept talking to on Instagram triggered me to look at cam girls just for their feet because of what i saw what he was posting on his page and that curiosity made me ask him about the site he was taking screenshots of the model just for feet because we have foot fetishes and enjoy sharing what we liked and what we talked about and after that it was down to business for me as i made an account and started to spend ridiculous amount of money just to see them up close and personal in private shows and in a another alternative point of view, the site was very intriguing and unique to me that it sparked a dopamine rush to check out other cam girl sites and make an account to see what they offered because the site the guy i kept talking to on Instagram for about a month and insisted to check out the site, but the site offered very little compared to other sites so i checked on the porn sites where models would be live frequently and offered things that the mainstream audience liked and what they would prefer mostly and i was hooked on it again. I would spent days edging and masturbating,gripping my penis so hard even though i know the consequences i just keep doing it and after i ejaculated, it was always pleasurable and painful sometimes and it was physically draining me and destroying my disrupt my sleeping and made me unmotivated to do anything. And Id use to still look at porn sites and other material on face book, twitter and Instagram. Instagram is like the biggest platform for foot models and other porn models and id say its my biggest because it sparks that dopamine rush to keep going after following a lot of foot pages filled with feet that i get off too and i followed every model that i could per day and week after week of doing this i became more and more exhausted both mentally and physical so i decided to shut down my Instagram account for good!!, the main reason why i shut down my Instagram account because the guy that was talking to me mainly about feet something that we both enjoy became a quick obsession mentioned about the cam girl site that i was curious about, if he didn't mentioned cam girls or posted any of the crap on his page that i was consuming or if i haven't followed this guy by accident, id still would have it up and still consume the content which drains my mind. So i thank him for that because i have had enough, Sorry for this long post but i needed to share this to you guys. Hope you a lovely week peace out