Watching Prison Documentaries made me want to be like those prisoners, how can I become "manly"?

You are seeing this documentaires as you see porn from the point of view of appearance, the external manifestation of energy the shallowness of power.

The energy of a prisoner is anger, hate, treachery, disloyal. Low vibration. You are enchanted for what they project in the outside not who they really are, I'll guess if you watch serial killers documentaires you'll feel the same rush and extrange attraction towards them.

This men are cold, but also emotional they have anger as their primal emotion. A man that is ruled by an emotion it doesn't matter how strong he is, he is a slave of the emotion, a real powerful man its no ruled by any emotion, he is free.

 

I think I understand what you mean. But I don’t think prisoners are proper role models. I don’t blame you at all of this, I blame our society. Our current society has been feminized so much, it’s hard for men to find someone to look up to and to follow in order to become a man. Luckily, we can find our role models in some part of society, like the military, the fitness world and more.

What I recommend for you is developing your ‘man skills’. Go out in nature, lift some weights, take fighting classes and take some risk in life. Someone recommended a book to me a while ago, and it really helped me. It’s called ‘Wild at Heart’ by John Eldredge.

Goodluck with your journey.

 

No, in my opinion it’s a waste of time
The efficiency of binaural beats is not proven

Moreover, if you want to be a man, it’s not by waiting for some « miraculous » stuff working. If you wait for it, you never gonna get it. It’s your work, the challenge and the difficulty you face that will made you as a man. Not simple made-up recipe.
Fix yourself true challenges

I don’t think adding « fucking » in every one of your sentence made someone more manly. On the contrary, I believe a true man can speaks with all the best courtesy of the world.


What I understand of what you say is that you search for a fake masculinity, an cliché of virility because you want to hide your shame about your fetish

True masculinity is the liberty of being what’s your true nature (your man nature) is.

Fake masculinity is just a bandage you want in order to confort yourself

You deserve to feel free in your masculine nature.
And I think that fighting your fetishs is far more masculine that adding « fuck » at the end of every sentence

It’s very different, because I truly believe that prisoner are not all « true men » : they can be the slave of the image they want to give, a fake masculinity that is a bandage on their real pain

My mate DanielHanes recommended you the book « Wild at heart », I highly recommend you to read it.

But after all, I encourage you to find inspiring men if it’s help
Manhood is always an legacy, it’s never build from nothing

 

It’s all an act. They act angry and tough to make the other inmates afraid of them. The ones that are really dangerous are in solitary. It’s not a healthy way to look at being a man. It’s going to an extreme. Only a full reboot will make you feel like a guy again. Those people that yell their heads off and act crazy are really just insecure.

 

I don't think the thing about prison is the attitude, but the discipline if you choose to use that time wisely. There are people who read and study things as well as exercise with the limited amount of freedom they have. If you stop and think about that it's like we have too much freedom and not enough discipline.

I mean, if you had to choose between the knowledge and fitness you gain through doing that vs. the attitude, which would you choose? Of course you need to do the work for the mental and physical development.

 

I can relate so much with your desire to change yourself into those caricatures of manliness.
But yeah, it's an illusion. You should rather put the hard work into beating those addictive fetishes. Heal your self-perception so that you're able to eventually accept and enjoy your more sensitive parts as a useful ingredients in your overall manhood, and not as triggers to a deviant fetish that has nothing to do with your true sexual identity.

 

I figured out that, once, I though they were. Here is my story about it:

Memoires of 24-year-old that survived a suicide attempt

 

What is your job/career? In a few years time you are going to look like what you do most of the time. If you are mostly outdoors doing manual work you will look rugged, masculine and tanned. You will also look older than your years and most likely be dirt poor, so it isnt all good...

Fighting will make a man of you, take uo martial arts or better yet boxing, go in a ring with someone a few times and you will become fearless.

Dont watch sports,play sports. If you are musical, dont listen to metal/rap, make it. Form a band. Stop being a fan and spectator, get involved and do it yourself.