So this is my first time doing NoFap thing. I reached 30 days. A day before yesterday , that night, I couldn't control myself and I relapsed. But I was expecting a huge load instead it was not very huge and semen was less white and more watery. I saw some posts that it's due to my body in idle mode. I was actually freaked so I fapped today also but still it was less in quantity and watery. I'm so freaked out , can someone please help me .. Is everything alright with my machine?!