Weak Orgasm and Premature Ejaculation

So, it's been some time that I set myself free from porn addiction. And didn't even masturbate while at it. And guess what? My urologist thinks that my sexual patterns for last few months are degrading my sexual performance.

How? Imagine not having sex for a long time, like 1 month. Then you call up an escort and as you might have imagined, you ejaculate in mere seconds. And you don't feel any orgasm. Sometimes you can't even go on round 2.

Well, actually it's my fault for visiting really ugly ones. I kind of had a fight with a girl I frequented. First, I was just a client. Then I got a discount. Say 30%. Then after sometimes it turned to 50%. Then 70%. It was like we were just enjoying each others company at this time and were just casually having sex. It was that she still wanted me to be a client. And I don't like idea of being a client. I wanted more than that. Like, just casual sex where I am her friend, not a client. And guess what? She wanted more, like casual sex where I am her boyfriend. Needless to say, I didn't like the idea. I was kind of even offended by that thought since all she did was make fun of her boyfriend and tell all kinds of ugly stories which I didn't care about. But she had a nice butt.

So, long story short, after I ended up fighting with my favorite escort girl, one: I couldn't afford as much sex with an escort. 1-2 times a week changed to 1 in a month. And secondly: quality of sex really deteriorate. Thing is, there are not so many young girls around my areas and most of them who escort are ugly. I won't sugar coat it. They are ugly as hell. She was like a beauty queen compared to them. Quite short, but still 7/10. Also very hygienic and pleasurable.

Things went downhill from here. I still continued abstaining from masturbation and my only release was with an ugly hooker in 1 one month period. I think you can imagine the frustration that I had after I seemingly cured myself of this shitty problem and it all started coming back, PE-wise. But of course, doing nofap had a significant impact on my mental well-being. I don't watch any porn. Maybe just some pictures that pop up from time to time. I don't stress about it but still try to avoid it. The affection that I had for surrogate vanished little by little. And yet, I still am not there to just approach a girl. I am still very self-conscious because of this PE problem.



So, have you faced this kind of problem? PE and weak orgasms? And also unpleasantly long refractory period?

I started to masturbate again, regularly. In an effort to establish a healthy habit, for a compensation of not having regular sex. So when the time comes and I have one, it won't be a shock for my body anymore. Kind of make sense.

What are your thoughts? Have you been in the same situation? How did you deal with this problem?