I've been here before. And stayed away for a long time. I crumbled 6 months ago and started using cams again. Every time I was alone and on the computer, I was on it. My wife thinks I am working as I work for myself and it fits in. She's away meanwhile I am on chatting and meeting models online, and getting more and more into it. I got to the point where I nearly believed I was having a real relationship with one of the models. I was almost prepared to fly to her and leave my family. Deluded. Thankfully she was straight with me and I wasn't so far gone from reality that I followed through. But I recognized I was getting carried away and now I am back. 1st day clean. I've wiped my cam accounts and I am on here instead of being on there. I'd be grateful if anyone else had a cam addiction could give me some advice on how to stay away from them. It's so easy to fall back after having fallen before and really want to keep away from them as life is too short to waste on them. And I want to keep my family together. My wife doesn't know about what I have been doing and I don't want her to know. I'm grateful for any support anyone can lend me.