Weed and Porn

I don’t know what to do and I’m scared to even really talk to my girlfriend or anyone else about my addiction.... I can be off work having a very productive day I’m talking breaking a good sweat at the gym and just enjoying the hot summer weather I’ll enjoy a .5 of marijuana and I’ll play my ps4 after a while I’ll get hungry and so on and so on. When I get high or sober my sex drive is just through the roof I like to look at the common stuff I don’t wanna get into too much detail but you know how it goes your just at it and the dopamine is just releasing and you want more and more sometimes I catch my self purposely getting high to go ahead and masturbate to porn it feels so good and then afterwards there’s the post nut clarity I feel ashamed I feel that God hates me the people I know hate me I feel less of a man and more as a slave to porn I feel that I can’t accomplish anything I wanna stay home and call off the next day waiting for the next round to make me happier I truly wanna stop porn it’s becoming a problem I start to look at certain females in sexual ways I feel that I need it all the time it’s causing me too replace the idea of cheating with it it’s making me delusional I feel so unmotivated I had thoughts of being a porn star I have no goals and it’s really getting to me mentally I really need help I want to overcome this addiction I don’t know what ways to go by I feel like everything I’ve tried isn’t working. What are some ways anyone’s overcame their porn/sex addiction? Male or female

 

Thanks I’ll give it a try I also have an app called “manhood” it’ helps you to know how long you’ve gone with out it let’s just see how it goes