Hello all! This is my first time here so I hope you can clarify some stuff for me and help me understand some things happening to me. I apologize in advance because it’s a long text, but I hope someone has the patience to read and possibly give some good advice. Here’s my experience: I’m 22 years old and have been addicted to P and M since I was around 12. I would M up to 8 times a day and watch P everyday before bed at the same time (also on other moments such as shower, when I was just bored etc.). It became a habit and even if I wasn’t excited, I’d do it anyways. It came into a point where I didn’t have an erection at all while laying in bed, but forced it just because it was a habit and I didn’t think much about it. I started noticing that I would not get an erection just by looking at any content or even hooking up with girls, unless there was direct physical stimulation. I always had and still have libido (a lot). I felt a lot of desire with the girls I was with, who were really attractive. Please do not misunderstand what I’ll say now, I am definitely NOT bragging on this topic, but often girls consider me an attractive guy, and even more lately I’ve been getting with crazy good looking girls who really do drive me crazy. But my MAIN ISSUE: I’ve been having a hard time getting an erection and maintaining an erection. It’s getting to a point where I get embarrassed because I’ll be crazy with desire, really in the moment, hands all over the girl (and feel lots of pleasure doing it), but when I’m touched a lot of the times I’ll have a half erection or even not at all. Most times when I start touching myself VERY low key and it starts going, I’ll let them touch me and it goes a little better. I never gave this attention, but lately I got steady with a girl that is amazing and started having way more sex and realized this thing that I never noticed before: I’d have a hard time getting an erection and if a position doesn’t move a lot and stimulates me a LOT or if I didn’t touch myself while changing positions, I’d lose my erection in a matter of seconds. I doenst become 100% flaccid, but it’s noticeable for both of us and a lot of the times we need to go back to using hands to get the erection 100% and go again. I cannot hold it or maintain it for a healthy amount of time. Even when I get it 100% and start intercourse it doesn’t stay rock solid, but at least it’s still very, very pleasurable for both of us. The situation is bad for us because the quimistry is insane and we’ve managed to contour this situation so far, so is clear that the desire is on point, but she gets insecure about me losing the erection fast or in certain positions being about me not desiring her. (Which it’s not, but the situation is 100% understandable. If I’m inside her and my erection goes away a little, it must feel terrible for her ALTHOUGH ITS NOTHING RELATED TO HER!!!) Because of that I started questioning if P and M would be impacting this or if it was a medical situation. To clear it out, I went to a doctor and did some exams. All my hormone levels are perfectly normal. Many (or even most) days I have decent morning erections and the erection works fine with M, so it’s nothing relating to circulation as well. One day I tried the blue pill just to see what it would feel like and I still didn’t get a rock solid erection, although it did feel a little more secure. Down side is that I lasted without any jokes 3 hours having sex - which sounds good but it’s not. I couldn’t reach an orgasm in her and again, she though it was about her. I normally last a decent amount of time, possibly because I would M a lot and everyday. THIS IS NOW IS WHAT ACTUALLY SCARED ME: I decided to stop with P and M. My desire went up like CRAZY. It was all I could and can think about. In a matter of 5 days I was VERY sensible (to a point where I’m worried I won’t last 2 minutes). And this is where it gets weird: I’m crazy sensible and my desire is up the roof, but I’m still not getting erections at all spontaniously, which I thought I would. Not even when I’m at the maximum point of desire, I’ll get an erection without physical stimulation. What I’m worried about is still taking long to have and maintain an erection, but not lasting at all. I never felt this sensible and it’s definitely gonna be fast... Is this normal? Has anyone experienced it before? I’m really sorry again for this huge text.