Yo, was hoping I could pls get some other perspectives on this. Ive only had sex a few times in my life, with the same girl, and like half the time I experienced ED. I imagine it was a mix of very bad porn addiction and performance anxiety. Since then Ive been rebooting, and in total i have 108 days without PMO, but I did reset it 3 times. A couple of times I masturbated, and another time I reset it as I felt that I was cheating by looking at social media images every now and then. Im now at a point where my will power is very strong and I don't get an urge to PMO at all. Currently on day 33 since the last reset. Ive just met a girl, and I get the feeling that she'll want to have sex in a few weeks. I decided to check to see if I could get a boner, and unfortunetaly it was very difficult to get it up and also quite hard to maintain. I tried another couple of times and couldnt get it up at all, but I was quite nervous about it. I sort of feel like Im currently in a flatline, especially considering my mood is very up and down at the moment (ive been crying at the tiniest little things, but then having no care whatsoever over other things), and Im considering ending the reboot and starting to masturbate again to get my body back into a sexual state, also so I can practice a bit of self control so I don't immediately blow my load into this girl. Theres also the fact that I never really masturbated in the past without heavy porn. I feel that I need to train myself to get hard through touch and/or mental fantasy (realistic). Is this a reasonable thing to do? Or is it wiser to keep going with the reboot and just say no to sex and accept that things might end with this girl? At this point I dont feel any cravings for porn and I find myself very attracted to real women (well i did until this current flatline); I really do suspect that my main issue is anxiety. Thanks all! I'm glad to be making progress on this journey and hope someone can offer some advice.