Well...it finally happened and I feel good!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Panda.RN, Sep 9, 2014.

  1. Panda.RN

    Panda.RN Fapstronaut

    I relapsed last night after 66 days no PMO hard mode. This was my first attempt at no PMO with the help of NoFap. Up late on my phone. Started relatively soft and then I made a conscious decision to give in. I am not happy about the decision I made. However, I was not overcome by guilt and shame afterwards as much as I was proud of and happy with my accomplishments thus far. I think this is the first time where I didn't beat myself up and tell myself that I'm worthless. I am now starting at day one but I am not forgetting my streak and it's encouraging to know that before I couldn't go a week without PMO and now I know I am capable of so much more. I still feel like a new man despite my faults and my relapse (I think this is also a result of my faith). No one is perfect and we are all going to fail at some point but learning from the past and continuing to move forward is exciting to me! Everyone keep going :)
  2. jmark

    jmark Banned

    Here's to 90 days!

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