Went a long way 123 days. Now...

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by fapstraunaut90, Dec 27, 2017.

Does this kind of experience happened with you too?

  1. Yes

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  2. No

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  1. fapstraunaut90

    fapstraunaut90 Fapstronaut

    Hey guys and gals,

    This is a post to remind me and those people who are on this journey and have gotten far in their streaks. Never be complacent with the number.
    My streak ended after 2 nights of partying and alcohol. But it wasn't just that. Even though I partied, I was feeling down. Not that I didn't enjoy it, but other things happened inside my head and that made me feel lost and confused. So it all lead to start of a new streak.
    Although I'm happy that I didn't binge, started my streak the next moment and quickly brushed myself of and looked for positives. I have learnt a lot in these 4 months and one thing which I learnt on my 123rd day was that it's a long way to go.

    Now my question to you guys is that I thought by 123rd day I would be in a state that I can at least postpone PMO for sometime. But that day, I just couldn't. It was as if this whole effort, pain and everything just went smoke. Why did this happen? And what can I do about it?

    P.S : I was full aware when this thought came in my mind and even thought about my streak. But my mind was just going on.
  2. Hey fapstranaut, I've gone through something similar. I had planned a 90 days reboot and when I finally reached it,I thought :"Why not masturbate?" Later,I felt terrible. I was conscious,too.
    Now, I think the best you can do is knowing your own trickery. What things provoke you,and avoid them. Maybe having little sleep is a factor for you. For me,it was forgetting mostly about masturbation. Best wishes for your new streak!
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  3. fapstraunaut90

    fapstraunaut90 Fapstronaut

    Thanks for advise. All the best.

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