Yeaterday I got a big challenge, I went out for dinner with a girl that I used to like, we haven't contected to each other for a very long time, and she ask me to eat with her last night. Good news is, I didn't relapse after doing this, I didn't even fell meserable because I found that I do not love her that much, I just like, had a crush on her, but nothing more, I don't want to spend the rest of my life with her. So I did it well last night, and I am quite satified for my behavior, just keep going!
That girl rejected me a long time ago, so I thouthgh I would feel pathetic about myself for haveing a dinner with a girl who refused my love, before I get into rebooing, everytime I feel pathetic, I do PMO, usually much more times, but this time I made it, I accepted the feeling, so I was happy about it.