Wet dream after 7.5months no PMO, but with a Guy & Im Strait!?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Fork2323, Aug 21, 2017.

  1. Fork2323

    Fork2323 Fapstronaut

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    I have 7.5 months Hard Mode.. I had 1 nocturnal emiasian with no dream at 6.5 months.. in other past attemps at reboots and in my life i have had wet dreams only with girls.. this is the 1st dream with a guy ever in my life and im 49..

    [Trigger dysciption below]
    In the dream there was no romance or forplay at all, I just told him what i was going to put it in his mouth, he agreed to let me. I then just placed it there and releaaed immediatly. There was no sucking or touching or action on his part. Just purly mechanical put it in and released..

    I think it happened with a guy not out of any gay thing, it was because i knew he would let me do it with no emotinal connection at all and no hastles or bullshit commitment like a girl would. SPAM REMOVED - REPORT TO MODERATION, just get off and move on. Plus all this no pmo hard mode no sex thing has me in aversion to women so maybe my mind felt it was ok to get off with a guy and still avoid women.. it felt safe with no emotinal ties. I just used him and he was happy to let me.. i do feel a bit bad of how i used him and it might show a bad viewpoint of gay men as just tools to use as if they have no feelings.. IDK..

    I also felt entire thing happened out of built up stress and lust hits over the weekend and im on a dating ap and one of the girls i started to engage with is asian and looks so hot i fear she might be a trany.. lol.. you cant tell with them..

    In anycase i knew i needed to jounal and meditate yesturday to clear out my head and i didnt do that.. instead i took a nap, then later had a huge junk food meal b4 i went to sleep and fixed on food and did not take care of my head emotinaly or spiritualy.. this what happened last time i had a release in my sleep too.

    My penis is very charged and sensitive now and i want to avoid the chaser affect. Im writing all this to stay on the path, get re-alinged with the goal of no PMO and only sex in a commited relationship with an appropiate healthy women..

    Just needed to get this all off my chest.. any feed back and encouragment would be welcome.

    Thanks bros!
     
  2. SoC

    SoC Guest

    Probably better not to over analyze a dream nor pit one dream as meaning anything towards ones sexuality. You had a wet dream, the contents of the dream is unimportant. Congratulations so far on your reboot. Stay strong.
     
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  3. AtomicTango

    AtomicTango Fapstronaut

    I've had so many weird sex dreams that I've lost count of them all, some involved women, some involved men, some involved just me by myself. At first I freaked out when I kept having dreams that involved me engaging in sexual acts with men, but then I realised that most of these dreams could be traced back to something that had occured that day, and had very little to do with the sex itself.

    (POTENTIALLY TRIGGERING DESCRIPTIONS BELOW)
    For example, I had a straight sex dream recently where I was in a threesome with two copies of Mila Kunis, this dream occured because I was watching Family Guy before going to bed and Meg (voiced by Mila Kunis) was heavily involved in those particular stories. Before that I had a dream I was having sex with a male friend of mine, the same night that I got really really pissed off at them for fucking me over.

    The point I'm trying to make is that most of the time sex dreams relate on some level to events in your life, and the rest of the time its just your brain making up random shit. I wouldnt worry about it, all worrying would do is make it more likely for you to relapse later down the line.
     
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  4. PicNick

    PicNick Fapstronaut

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    Great going with your being off-PMO. And of course, you're still straight! If you know the guy in the dream, treat him normally. You don't need to analyse the dream, it will fade away.

    ~Nick
     
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  5. There is no 'because'! You cannot interpret a dream with day-to-day logic. It is a wet dream, that is it - no analysis mate.
     
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  6. Jodo Kus

    Jodo Kus Fapstronaut

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    :emoji_joy::emoji_joy::emoji_joy: You made my day!
    Thanks for being so honest!
     
  7. AtomicTango

    AtomicTango Fapstronaut

    Haha I'm glad you found it funny, I did too when I realised what likely triggered the dream. I enjoy trying to pinpoint what causes these dreams (sexual or otherwise) but in terms of NoFap there probably isnt much point doing that, especially if wondering about it causes one to eventually relapse.
     
  8. PicNick

    PicNick Fapstronaut

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    Hehehe, two copies of Mila Kunis shows such great appetite. ;) Sorry, just couldn't help saying it.

    Anyway, yesterday night I had a dream where I was watching something going on and remember thinking "this is not right", I should stop now, I woke up when it was just about to end into a wet dream. I breathed deep and slow, and was saved. I am gonna write this up in my journal. I have had a tough day so far due to that though.

    ~Nick
     

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