Wet Dream last night keeps me worrying

Hello fellows.

Last night I had a wet dream I was thinking about a lot today. It felt good as it happened in the middle of the night. So I did not worry much about it, but later today I worried what it actually means for my journey here on NoFap. I did not have a picture of sexual intercourse in my head after I woke up. I only remember darkness and the thought of having sex with a real woman and feeling her body touching my skin while in intercourse and hearing some female moaning that I could not resist. In fact I slept on my belly and my dick was piercing the mattress. It somewhat felt like a real orgasm and it felt good releasing the fluid as if it was really time for it and necessary and I subconsciously pressed it out more by contracting the required muscles. Maybe it was also burning a bit inside my penis but I could not really feel it, because I was sleeping.

So I read a lot about semen retention lately on this forum, because I exceeded the 90 days noPMO and wanted to figure out other benefits. Yesterday I made a selfie and compared my eyes to a picture before I started my noPMO journey. I thought my eyes have become very shiny and are showing more expression nowadays. I am afraid of having lost my progress and healthy state, due to the loss of semen last night. I feel a bit uncomfortable and tired. I also started using a dating app yesterday, hoping to find a potential girlfriend, while everything is locked down during the pandemic of Covid-19. While I was swiping through profiles before sleep I got a little bit aroused but had no erection.

Best regards,

 

Hey StickyBellyButton! Thanks for your reply. I would go out on a regular basis, but since Covid-19 it has been a struggle for me. I could check out if it is possible again. I think it is a good idea to face reality and going outside would really help. Therefore dating apps are only a temporary solution for me and I am strong enough not to relapse, but I must admit the apps are seducing me to stay in virtuality like porn does and that is the point for me to quit if it is possible for me to date girls outside again.

 

Haha, like that part about the succubus. Did not feel like that at all.