Wet dreams

Hi, I am doing nofap hard mode for 5 months. I having been getting wet dreams every week for these 5 months.

They never fucking stop and they get even more sick and perverted each time. I tried every possible method and they didnt fucking stop.

Last week, I slept naked, with no blanket, on my back in a cold room and got a wet dream after 1 hous of sleep.

I didnt fap till I was 20 and I have been getting these dreams since I was 13. I m training every day to strengthen my prefrontal cortex bu despite that, I lose all awareness when asleep.

I guess god has chosen me o suffer. I try so hard to adjust to celibacy to live as a monk and yet I still have to struggle.

 

i dont believe this stuff.