I have been addicted to all kinds of porns and I had different phases. For few years I was watching BDSM porn and masturbating 3 times a day. This phase was my school period. Later I shifted to Sissy porn and was badly addicted to it. No matter how many times I tried i could never recover and I lost hope. Now this may sound funny but what changed my life was a movie. I saw this wolverine movie one day and there was this one particular scene where he was crying holding his wife and screaming in pain. It just hit me hard that I want someone in life who cares for me and I care for her. I want to be a good husband and good father. So i started acting like wolverine and imagined having claws and firat time in my life I have completed 30 days in past 15 years. Whenever some thought crosses my mind I want to hold my love in my arms, hug her and assure her that I am a good man and I love her a lot. I feel I am able to tear up my thoughts with my claws. This mag sound stupid but this is the onko thing that has helped me.