What did I just fucking do.

[Pathofsuccess_1]

I was feeling so good. Day 2 and a half. I just started feeling so dang good. And I fucked it up. I fapped. I was so horny and I immediately regretted what I did the second I o’d. This is torture. God please help me. I want to live life and feel the way I was intended to feel. I messed up so bad. I want to cry. But I know it will just be a mess and won’t fix much. I need gods help. I just want to get my life back, within the past 2 months I’ve made good strides. Staying away from pmo for long periods of time and getting right back on it when I slip up. I just can’t wait to get to the good life. 20-30-40-100 days. God I’m sorry for this. I know I’m saying a lot in this post. But it’s just so painful. Id rather lose an arm than deal with this addiction.

 

[Quezatolah]

Emotional balance is crucial to this reboot, you can't be fluctuating up and down like you are, meditate, exercise, do whatever you have to do to have stable emotions throughout the day.

 

[blademaster87]

You'll get there again, just take it easy on yourself for a while and reflect on how the urge overcame your goal.

 

[ThisIsHard97]

Hi. I think you would have an easier time if you check this thread regarding content blocking, as I think it helped me considerably: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...ve-your-willpower-an-aid-easy-streaks.272658/

 

[ANewFocus]

Hi. I think you would have an easier time if you check this thread regarding content blocking, as I think it helped me considerably: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...ve-your-willpower-an-aid-easy-streaks.272658/

Link didn’t work for me.

 

[Factpet]

You fucked up, that's what u did. Now dust yourself of and try harder. Commit to it and improve yourself.

 

[ThisIsHard97]

Link didn’t work for me.

Updated. Thanks.