Some of these stories are messed up but it might be different here in the UK. I used to post here pretty regularly but I thought I'd say my two cents here. SAA has saved my life. I'm 8 months sober now. I have never achieved that in my life. I can't believe I just typed that, actually. It could be that I've always believed in God. Could be there are super-decent guys in my fellowship. But SAA has completely changed my life. I would still be a chronic relapser if it weren't for the fellowship. I highly recommend it. There are a lot of zoom meetings now. Go to a few. Come to the UK ones!