I am 17 years old and I feel that I am yet not matured for a normal 17 years old to be. I continually was awkward I all aspects of life. I didn’t progress much academically. I don’t have genuine friends and also I couldn’t be one. I continually lie to myself which affect my progress. I have become completely numb too due to constant relapse. I feel really stupid to myself in front of people. After all this i still want change but I am not able to see the clear picture. There are a few people of the same age as me who are quite successful in what they desire for. I am not able to understand what different did they do that I couldn’t in order to find positive growth in me. It will be of great help if some one can enlighten me with an answer!