I've been struggling dealing with the curiosity of the "just a quick peek", because it might seem harmless. But IS a HUGE TRAP, because if you give yourself permission to see things that are like not that "bad" you will GET USED TO IT, and then you will give permission to see other things that are not good at all. And there is no reason to have curiosity with P, because now I remember that is just THE SAME crap I've been seeing the last years, and I WON'T go back to that ever again, I know it. That's why, I need to make the SAFE GAME a HABBIT. That's why I need to sleep earlier, with my pijama, I need to use a belt (know that might sound weird, but is way safer to use it), I need to put away my lap in the night, and that sort of things that, if I make them a habbit, will help me to STAY REBOOTED. But I'm not saying that without these habbits I won't be able to make a stand against it, because I will survive it, but maybe not that long, and maybe after a long period I miss this fight, will try my best to not to though.