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What have I done?

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by mondays_suck, Jul 16, 2016.

  1. mondays_suck

    mondays_suck Fapstronaut

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    I was on a perfect way for everything to turn out excelent, I am in a good friendly relationship with the girl, just planned to go further for the very first time without hestitation. I am content with my physical, mental and moral attractiveness. All I did was dropping my log about a month ago, as it was driving me paranoid. I made it as far as before, managed to eradicate porn from my life for 24 days, close enough for a success story.

    My plan for her was to replace "will we hang out again" with "I'd like to take you out" for our next goodbye, just to make things clear. As I say I see no reason why she would reject, and if she did, well it would make all stuff swift and less painful. 24 days of being clean and now as we are going to hang out anytime if she finds some free time I failed and got back into my shittiness. All because of unlocking my browser filter for a chat.

    Now I fear 2 things. I fear that I have either ruined my odds for a positive reply or I will not even find enough courage to state myself at all. The second is more of a burn to me, because it's not about someone that doesn't want high quality me. It's because high quality me stopped existing.

    Help...
     
  2. BlackKnight

    BlackKnight Fapstronaut

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    Don't count the days. This isn't just a challenge, this a lifestyle. This is just the first step to a better life, next is accepting Jesus into your life. Once you do those, I guarantee you will become a better, confident man
     
  3. mondays_suck

    mondays_suck Fapstronaut

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    Brother, I want Him in my life. I live it!. I know we have been given an honour of share in his Glory, this is why I want no more disgrace to His Name with my sinful deeds.

    This is also why this girl is special, she is a decent Christian! He has put her on my way, I don't know His plan, but I know that if I follow Him I can't get harmed. That's why I feel bitter pain now.
     
  4. BrianHM

    BrianHM Guest



    Hope that video helps you out.
     
  5. larrylarrylarry

    larrylarrylarry Fapstronaut

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    "Don't count the days. This isn't just a challenge, this a lifestyle."

    Well said.
     
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